unprepared

The semester exam is just around the corner... another 10 days perhaps and I haven't prepared a damn thing. Well sure it's my fault but... nevermind (it's not worth giving any shit about it)
So...
I've decided that I will not never have anything anymore to deal with any shits happening here in Matix (unless it's educational).

I hate the fact that I can't control my desire to not satisfy it. Shit a**hole.

Out there

This is what happen when "we" go out...

The whole world just starts to collapse. You know what I mean?

Nah, actually, the world is still standing. I was just exaggerating.

Pictures?? sure..

We encounter a very heart-melting creature.

A goldie retriever.

A husky. Not sure if it's a pure blood, I mean it doesn't have the eye color right.

Whatever, what do I know?

Pool baby!

versus

The audiences... oh, + the camera-girl. I was watching too...

We're not playing 'cos we really suck at this especially me.

Bunch of hungry people... careful, they'll bite.

Someone is pretty much missing...hmm...

There are some other photos I wanna share. It's the B-boy from Korea and of course Sabah.

They were cool alright but I've seen better. haha.

Tomorrow

I was hoping tomorrow will be a different and a better day with no more waking up at 2 pm and only took bath once in a day and didn't revise anything. So I'll be starting with UZK assignment tomorrow and maybe ask my dad to buy me tickets to go back. I hate my college but I have to go back and finish my challenge there. Running away is never the solution.

Pictures from Kolej Matrikulasi Labuan:

My tutorial mates

With our mentor, Madam Norti

Sleeping in a lecture?

She's not the only one... I've slept too, until my pen fell down.

Lecture hall

Curl nite

I have a lot more... but that's about it in here.

bye,

till i-don't-know-when...

Guitar..guitar

From my definition... guitar is like my food for my mood.

I'm totally miserable right now because... when I got home, guess what I found?

Couldn't put it in words so might as well show you.

sad...sad.. isn't it?

take a closer look

it's really broken... total misery.

so..

I play songs with this instead.

It's my brothers.

Well, the sound is not that good to play acoustics but it'll do since I don't have a proper acoustic guitar. I really hope my guitar will get well soon or else I'll have to do a funeral ceremony for it.

everything is gonna be fine

Things that makes me happy:

1. Finally, there's water on the 3rd floor.
2. I'm going home this Friday.
3. Everything is so relax this week.
4. Movies are so much more... wakakak.

Things that makes me unhappy:

1. I didn't know my sister was hospitalize until she was out.
2. Bloody hell, I have a quiz today and I didn't finish my maths tutorial.
3. Final exam is less than 1 months.
4. My speaking test is on the 1st day of study leave. WTH??

Above all things that makes you sad, there's always a solution to it. No matter how bad it is and you feel like leaving the world already, there's always something that will give you light. Believe me, I know what that feels like.

There was that darkest hour of my life where I almost did it. I just feel like letting all of it go. Just let death take me away from this cruel world. I almost did it until I heard "I thought you're stronger than this...". From that day onwards, I tried to look on the bright side.

Problems are something that can be solve. No matter how big it is, it's small when you get to solve it. Try to be optimistic for a change. God made us invincible to these problems, if not? Why would He even made us the first place if we keep dying because of A problem like we couldn't choose our own shampoo. That's just stupid and God definitely is not stupid.

Everybody is talking bad about you? So what? Just live.
You didn't get good results? So what? Success is not something you try once and get it. So live.
You're broke? So what? Just live...money is negotiable. You're not the worst.
....etc.etc.

God bless you.

facing the crisis

Thursday, 10 August 2008 - Labuan Matriculation College is currently facing a major water problem...

I've been trying to blog about this since we had out first water crisis last month. I just had to figure out what kind of expression to use.

I just feel like my whole body is going to shut down if there's zero water and the Timbalan Menteri is not, in his power, doing anything to fix this shitty problem... oops, mind my language.

This is really awful especially for us students. I mean, final is just around the corner and we spend hours trying to find water and the time is better use for studying. Don't you think? If this is still going on... I don't think everyone is going to excel.

No wonder they call this place... KMhell...

When we(students) are mad about something in that particular place, we tend to release our feeling towards the place and the people in it... whose in charge. But, I don't want to curse anyone here 'cos I had enough trouble.

I'm afraid one of my lecturer might read this and I'll be under the surveillance of the disciplinary section.

Last night, the four of us, went to the hotel just to take a nice bath and wash all our dirty clothes. Which is a waste of time and waste of money. We just had to do that because of the damn water crisis in this college.