The Past

Someone found this blog and I feel a little bit embarrassed but what the hell... This is all my past. Whatever you have read here, it's all in the past. I found out that I was a little naive. and probably still am.

I went out with Anthea today. Goodness, I miss her so much and gotta catch up with her. haha. Wish we could like hang longer but I have to go back and she have a date with her family. haih... but PAVILION is soooo pretty with all those Christmas Decos. Crap, I didn't snap a picture! but I think Anthea has it. *finger crossed* I hope she'll blog it.

I won't probably update this sooo often because I have TWITTER! That's my new blog now and I'm lovin' it!

I do wish to go home for Christmas... if only life was a little bit fair.

Uneasy and annoyed

It's lent but I still can't get the uneasiness and feelings of annoyed in me.

I think, it's better to avoid you or ignore you than knowing that I hated the attention, 'cos it's only gonna make the situation worst.

There are several situation where I will feel annoyed =.="

1. When some stranger call me or someone who I barely know.

2. When someone's acting pretty weird.

3. When someone treat you nicely and the next day they don't.

4. When people are suppose to show some kindness and they don't (customer service in KL are BAD!!!!urgh, I hate the people here!!!)

5. When nothing goes right in a day.

6. When I keep forgetting things everywhere.

7. When the people around me talk loudly and like they want to tell the whole world but the whole world doesn't need to know your story la... (sometimes, we don't understand what they're talking about.)

8. When the driver is not signaling before turning to left or right... HOI! Pedestrians need cross the road, boneheads!

ya.. I'm feel so wrong somehow and I need to stop feeling this way.

ASH Wednesday

I think I am able to stand up without thinking about you... and think more about Him. He makes my days worth living for.

So today is Ash Wednesday where the fasting, almsgiving and more praying begins. I don't do fasting because I live to eat. I don't do almsgiving because I'm not a saint. (I know, I know, you don't have to be a saint to give back to the community but still, I couldn't do it, even if I want to.) Praying is something that I probably do everyday. Pray at heart that everything's gonna be OK.

So now I pray "Lord, I pray so that this lent will be a lesson for me and I will remember to fast, give and pray. O God, I also pray so that I may be able to fast especially for my addiction which is on FB. I may be able to be a strong person and that I know that I can rely on myself."

It's been a long time since I've update this thing. 'til the next one.

boring right, stop reading la...

i have to tell myself... this is just a stupid dilemma.

1. I hate the fact that you don’t eat vegetable
2. I hate your single eye-lid
3. I hate it when you weight less than me
4. I hate when you have that stupid smile on your face
5. I hate that you became my partner and have to bloody work with you
6. I hate when I always think about you
7. I hate the way you talk with a slow tone
8. I hate when you copy my jokes... oi, teda idea lain ka?
9. I hate you when you don’t even give a damn about me
10. Alast, eventho’ there’s so many things I hate about you, I hate it truthfully I was falling head over heels over you.

Shit... I hate myself falling for you, you pathetic creature.