darn that thing

I have to admit, taking SPM result does have an effect in my life during these past few days.

Maybe not for you, but for me it has an enormous effect. Well, maybe not that big but yea, faham-faham la bah!

In the last few days I've been really quiet and I have no mood at all... not at all. I do things quiet and very slow just so that I could forget about taking my result....
I don't want to put my hopes to high and I won't.
I just hope that I won't drown myself taking my result.
Since my mom is not here...(she's inTawau, visiting my uncle) I have to do all the house chores.

I pray so that my uncle will be A OK.

I tried to do a lot of things including playing my favorite game in PS2 and reading a novel and the net and listening to music, dance... but sadly, the letter s.p.m. is always hunting me.
They say, "nervous is good"
but i'd say, "too nervous is not good"
it's the same thing as putting up your hopes too high then nothing is too high in the end.
I guess, I just have to wait 'til the doomsday comes.

Oh, and one more thing, since I already have my license and I can drive legally, I want and seriously want to take my result on my own... no escort. So I might as well ask my dad to let me.

O God most gracious Father, please let me drive!!! Please soften my father's heart so that he will pitifully let me drive.

I guess that all... I know that this post is a bit boring because I have no intention of making this post... a.k.a. no mood at all. But what the heck, Thanks For Reading and have a nice day people.