The semester exam is just around the corner... another 10 days perhaps and I haven't prepared a damn thing. Well sure it's my fault but... nevermind (it's not worth giving any shit about it)
So...
I've decided that I will not never have anything anymore to deal with any shits happening here in Matix (unless it's educational).
I hate the fact that I can't control my desire to not satisfy it. Shit a**hole.
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Out there
This is what happen when "we" go out...
The whole world just starts to collapse. You know what I mean?
Nah, actually, the world is still standing. I was just exaggerating.
Pictures?? sure..
We encounter a very heart-melting creature.
A goldie retriever.
A husky. Not sure if it's a pure blood, I mean it doesn't have the eye color right.
Whatever, what do I know?
Pool baby!
versus
The audiences... oh, + the camera-girl. I was watching too...
We're not playing 'cos we really suck at this especially me.
Bunch of hungry people... careful, they'll bite.
Someone is pretty much missing...hmm...
There are some other photos I wanna share. It's the B-boy from Korea and of course Sabah.
They were cool alright but I've seen better. haha.
Sunday, September 20, 2009
Tomorrow
I was hoping tomorrow will be a different and a better day with no more waking up at 2 pm and only took bath once in a day and didn't revise anything. So I'll be starting with UZK assignment tomorrow and maybe ask my dad to buy me tickets to go back. I hate my college but I have to go back and finish my challenge there. Running away is never the solution.
Pictures from Kolej Matrikulasi Labuan:
My tutorial mates
With our mentor, Madam Norti
Sleeping in a lecture?
She's not the only one... I've slept too, until my pen fell down.
Lecture hall
Curl nite
I have a lot more... but that's about it in here.
bye,
till i-don't-know-when...
Guitar..guitar
From my definition... guitar is like my food for my mood.
I'm totally miserable right now because... when I got home, guess what I found?
Couldn't put it in words so might as well show you.
sad...sad.. isn't it?
take a closer look
it's really broken... total misery.
so..
I play songs with this instead.
It's my brothers.
Well, the sound is not that good to play acoustics but it'll do since I don't have a proper acoustic guitar. I really hope my guitar will get well soon or else I'll have to do a funeral ceremony for it.
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
everything is gonna be fine
Things that makes me happy:
1. Finally, there's water on the 3rd floor.
2. I'm going home this Friday.
3. Everything is so relax this week.
4. Movies are so much more... wakakak.
Things that makes me unhappy:
1. I didn't know my sister was hospitalize until she was out.
2. Bloody hell, I have a quiz today and I didn't finish my maths tutorial.
3. Final exam is less than 1 months.
4. My speaking test is on the 1st day of study leave. WTH??
Above all things that makes you sad, there's always a solution to it. No matter how bad it is and you feel like leaving the world already, there's always something that will give you light. Believe me, I know what that feels like.
There was that darkest hour of my life where I almost did it. I just feel like letting all of it go. Just let death take me away from this cruel world. I almost did it until I heard "I thought you're stronger than this...". From that day onwards, I tried to look on the bright side.
Problems are something that can be solve. No matter how big it is, it's small when you get to solve it. Try to be optimistic for a change. God made us invincible to these problems, if not? Why would He even made us the first place if we keep dying because of A problem like we couldn't choose our own shampoo. That's just stupid and God definitely is not stupid.
Everybody is talking bad about you? So what? Just live.
You didn't get good results? So what? Success is not something you try once and get it. So live.
You're broke? So what? Just live...money is negotiable. You're not the worst.
....etc.etc.
God bless you.
1. Finally, there's water on the 3rd floor.
2. I'm going home this Friday.
3. Everything is so relax this week.
4. Movies are so much more... wakakak.
Things that makes me unhappy:
1. I didn't know my sister was hospitalize until she was out.
2. Bloody hell, I have a quiz today and I didn't finish my maths tutorial.
3. Final exam is less than 1 months.
4. My speaking test is on the 1st day of study leave. WTH??
Above all things that makes you sad, there's always a solution to it. No matter how bad it is and you feel like leaving the world already, there's always something that will give you light. Believe me, I know what that feels like.
There was that darkest hour of my life where I almost did it. I just feel like letting all of it go. Just let death take me away from this cruel world. I almost did it until I heard "I thought you're stronger than this...". From that day onwards, I tried to look on the bright side.
Problems are something that can be solve. No matter how big it is, it's small when you get to solve it. Try to be optimistic for a change. God made us invincible to these problems, if not? Why would He even made us the first place if we keep dying because of A problem like we couldn't choose our own shampoo. That's just stupid and God definitely is not stupid.
Everybody is talking bad about you? So what? Just live.
You didn't get good results? So what? Success is not something you try once and get it. So live.
You're broke? So what? Just live...money is negotiable. You're not the worst.
....etc.etc.
God bless you.
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
facing the crisis
Thursday, 10 August 2008 - Labuan Matriculation College is currently facing a major water problem...
I've been trying to blog about this since we had out first water crisis last month. I just had to figure out what kind of expression to use.
I've been trying to blog about this since we had out first water crisis last month. I just had to figure out what kind of expression to use.
I just feel like my whole body is going to shut down if there's zero water and the Timbalan Menteri is not, in his power, doing anything to fix this shitty problem... oops, mind my language.
This is really awful especially for us students. I mean, final is just around the corner and we spend hours trying to find water and the time is better use for studying. Don't you think? If this is still going on... I don't think everyone is going to excel.
No wonder they call this place... KMhell...
When we(students) are mad about something in that particular place, we tend to release our feeling towards the place and the people in it... whose in charge. But, I don't want to curse anyone here 'cos I had enough trouble.
I'm afraid one of my lecturer might read this and I'll be under the surveillance of the disciplinary section.
Last night, the four of us, went to the hotel just to take a nice bath and wash all our dirty clothes. Which is a waste of time and waste of money. We just had to do that because of the damn water crisis in this college.
This is really awful especially for us students. I mean, final is just around the corner and we spend hours trying to find water and the time is better use for studying. Don't you think? If this is still going on... I don't think everyone is going to excel.
No wonder they call this place... KMhell...
When we(students) are mad about something in that particular place, we tend to release our feeling towards the place and the people in it... whose in charge. But, I don't want to curse anyone here 'cos I had enough trouble.
I'm afraid one of my lecturer might read this and I'll be under the surveillance of the disciplinary section.
Last night, the four of us, went to the hotel just to take a nice bath and wash all our dirty clothes. Which is a waste of time and waste of money. We just had to do that because of the damn water crisis in this college.
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
ventilate it
Wow.... it’s been a long time since I’ve post my last blog.
Well, I’m not much of a updater on anything. I didn’t blog because I’ve no time to do it. WHY??? Because the college that I go to, Labuan Matriculation College is so freaking annoying with the water problems!!! I somehow hated this college because of one problem. It’s not small... It’s big. I mean we only have like what? 10 months? To finish all our syllabus and get out of this living hell and we have to waste our precious time to carry pails of water to 3rd floor every night and day. That’s just... utterly insane. There’s one time we have to look for water at midnight and travel half of the college to finally find it plus carried to pails full of water and clothes... I could have broken my hips that night but thank God, Alleluia, I didn’t.
I’m kinda relieve that it’s not like that anymore... at least for now.
So Matrix was a whole new adventure which I journey together with my friends from school and meet new people. And, I realize... actually I have longed realize that I’m actually a night person... not a morning person... not even evening. Class starts at 8pm and recently I woke up at 7.45 am... How awful is that? That’s because I stayed up ‘til 4 am. I’m usually the last person to sleep in my room and also the last person to wake up in the morning... In addition, it’s fasting season for the muslims so if I stayed up, and go to sleep, they woke up and eat. I could have join them but nah, I’m too tired. Haha.....
Oh, and I can’t wait to go home this Friday. I want to hug my mom and tell her that everything will be OK for all of us... I LOVE YOU Mommy and nothing can stop me from loving you eventho’ after all that we’ve been thro’.
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