I Miss...

There are a lot of things I miss right now... mostly hanging out with my friends. I miss the laugher and the joy we had in high school. It's true what my teachers said that
"karang kalo kamu sdh habis high school, kamu akan rindu tu semua kawan kamu. trus kamu mau balik skul lagi"
and Miss Sang said "If you turn 30, you will wonder how your old high school friends are doing"
Oh gawsh, it's such a sad thing to think about that. There could be possibilities that only Miza is reading this... and maybe M'lia... so I wanna say, not only you two but also the rest of the gang that I love you girls 'til the end and I'll always cherish the time we had together, our madness, our youthfulness and the crazy times we had in class and in school. If I did anything wrong, I'm sorry girls. I was young and stupid (not forgetting....blur). Still is now....hahah.

And last Saturday, we went to 1B to go for the education fair and gawd I tell you, 1B was boring. There's like nowhere to hang.
Tidak apa la kalo kami semua ni loaded trus kalo duduk satu tempat pun teda masalah. K-box pun tutup. Main game ja lah... itu pun mahal butul ni... Trus banyak btul ni couple sempena Vday.
Then we decide to go to Waterfront and eat there and hang out for a bit, talk about our past and present. It's such a wonderful time.... I wish it could last forever.

I miss Anthea too. It's been such a long time since I have not seen her eventho' she here in KK. I wanna go out with you!!!!! But WHEN????!!!!
(I know she's not gonna read this so I'll jst sms her.)

And I miss Flyleaf... I miss being crazy over them... So I'm gonna be crazy over them again since it brings a lot of cheerful memories when listening to their songs.

I want this CD!!!!!

Check my Playlist which you can see on the left and song no. 2 for the full audio.

yesterday and today

So yesterday, I went for a two hours drive class and I was bloody tired. I drive to KK and I think I'm improving. I seriously need to take notes what my tutor said yesterday 'cos I'm forgetful so... basicly I have a thin chance of failing = thick chance of passing.

O God, I hope i'll pass. Please please please let me pass.

And I went back home. My tutor was suppose to send me to the city but he porgat! How could he forgot?? Haiyah.... So I took a bus ride to KK instead and I went to Parkson for a while to visit my workmates and then I went to pay my phone bills. Right... As if all of it was mine. Then I went to CP and walk bla,bla,bla... that's when i decided to watch a movie which was Bride Wars. I love it. Eventho' I watch alone but I felt so comfortable (well, not really. I have my reasons. someone i knew was watching it too. I didn' plan to like see anyone I know there... darn. What an unfortunate event. jk)

I cried at the end of the movie. oh and you must be thinking "what? this girl is so lame, in fact, too lame." I know right?

So I was actually waiting for my workmates to get ready to go round the city at night. I was way ready and I was too ready. There were like 7 of us in MyVi car. Gosh, my feet was suffocating.
Here's the summary = pizzahut, jp, kfc, beach, corn, and my house. It was nothing special but it was fun. I had curfews so what the heck.

Today's story was something like this...

Got late for work, the door was locked. Darn. Electrical counter. OK. Obnoxious customer. What an a**, I tell you... I feel like slapping her on the face! Short of RM 10, and I'm stressed out. Crap man. Went home, raining.

So I keep asking myself, why do I feel like shit today????

What I know is that:
Life is not perfect, you can't have too many good days.

And technically, I'm broke. No more money. No more fortune. Just me and my body.

Later.....signed out.

tagged by miza

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers in their blog.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz. (Those that are tagged cannot refuse.)
C) Continue this game by tagging 8 other people OK.

I'm tagging.... Anthea, and 8 other blogger which is YOU!

1.What have you been doing recently?
Working

2.Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Yes

3.What happened at 10am today?
Credit Card training

4.When did you last cry?
Yesterday, watching the movie Bride Wars. Friendship is just beautiful.

5.Believe in fate/destiny?
I guess.

6.What do you want in your life now?
Get into college/uni and get a steady life.

7.Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
Sometimes if I bring a bag. I don't wear any hood.

8.What's your favourite thing to do on the bed?
Dream.

9.What bottoms are you wearing now?
Shorts.

10.What's the nicest things in your inbox?
Messages from friends which I'm missing this moment.

11.Do you tend to make the relationship complicated?
I didn't notice that. Maybe.

12.Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
Yes. Except undergarments.

13.What was the last movie you caught?
Bride Wars.

14.What are you proud of?
Having to live on this earth today.

15.What does the oldest text msg in your inbox say?
"Umm, so how long you all there?"

16.What was the last song you sang out loud?
Another Rainy Day.

17.Do you have any nicknames?
Jen2, blurry jny, i porgat olaydy.

18.What does the newest text say?
"Ololo, jny jeles.haha!ba kla,.. buhbye.c u soon." kureng but I hope 2 see u soon 2.

19.What time did you go to bed last night?
12.30am

20.Are you currently happy?
Not really.

21.Who gives you the best advise?
My wise friends and my mom ofcourse.

22.Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
Urgh, no.

23.Who did you talk on the phone last night?
My mom.

24.Is something bugging you now?
Yes (the brainless, selfish and impatient customer with rm10).

25.Who was the last person to make you laugh?
My workmates.

there's probably nothing...

...to talk about today.

I hope that everything will go well tomorrow and I will be healed.

damn, this flu.

I just realize how I like my guitar so much and
I never would have thought that it has a digital tuner.
I love it.

I hope I can be an early bird tomorrow.

I'm still caught up with the school's duty. Darn it.

Peace.

my thoughts

There are so many things that I want to express through this crappy blog during the past one month but I just can't 'coz I'm just too damn busy. Darn. So I'll just summarize it.

1. I can't blog 'coz I'm working. Shhs, don't tell anyone. (It's not like anyone's gonna read this anyway.)

2. Well, I like my job. But there will always be something or someone who makes you feel uncomfortable and annoyed. It happens all the time. It always have wherever I go. I'm sure you understand that so I'm not going to elaborate.

3. My mom bought me an acoustic  guitar!!! I always wanted a guitar. I just hope that my dad won't find out. He'll be mad as hell... He has always been that way so I decided not to tell him until I get my salary. It's just so hard to explain to him. He's just too stubborn and sensitive. What can I say more, he's old. I can't stop the ageing. (ah, it's not like he's gonna read this anyway, he can't even open an email.)

Anyway, I was browsing for guitars at hollywood and yea, I say a few good ones. Takamine caught my attention but because it was 1000 bucks so I might as well forget about it. It's a beauty. But one thing I don't like about it was that it has no connection to amplifier. My bro was there so he picked out for me. After a few minutes of searching for THE ONE... I finally decide to buy an Ashton acoustic guitar. I was looking for Yamaha but all of it doesn't shine. The guitar is originally 800 bucks but since my bro work there and the his boss knew my mom, she gave 25% less, so it's 600 bucks. She also gave me 2 free items which I need for my guitar. So here it is....

I love the sound of it.... So I don't have any regrets. Thanks Mom, thanks bro, and most of all, thank you Lord.

4. I lost my voice today and it's very annoying. I can't even talk well, sing well and even eat well. I feel so guilty when I can't even answer all Leha's question yesterday 'coz my throat feels like it was going to explode. I hate it. I'm so sorry Leha.

5. I love arts. I love music. But I also like maths... maybe I would go to art school but i also don't want to leave maths. Man, this is like love triangle. haha... (gila bah si Jny ni...)

6. I want to go and have fun today but I can't or maybe I'll just sneek out. We'll see...hehhe.

That's all folks.... peace.

cont. blast christmas

so where was I? oh yea, 3rd day of Christmas... Well It was okay. It was an ordinary day with ordinary stuff. And my parents came. YEAH!!!!!
About that drawing... it's kinda spoil now because of my little cousins. I gotta tell you, they LOVE to colour... URGH, how annoying.

4th day of Christmas - I'm not gonna write a lot on this day because it'll be long as hell. So I'm just gonna tell you this - I went to Ranau which is 2 hours away from Keningau with my relative. And it was an awesome journey!!!!

The above pictures are all from the starting point of climbing the Mount Kinabalu.
The place is beautiful especially in the early morning.

Oh yea... I climb the 1st one. I could have gone for the mountain view but I was too bloody tired and I was dying of water and all the air was cold and when it came into my lungs, it just hurts more! I don't get it... it's fresh air for keith's sake! I don't know, must be something wrong with my lungs. Maybe because I was too tired. Oh and I didn't go for the mountain view because there was nothing to see. It was covered with white clouds. Damn it was a waste of energy! There was no waterfall view~~~!!!!!!!! URGH!
I'm still suffering from leg pain because of climbing that damn thing!

The next stop was the war memorial. I recommend you this place because it is the most beautiful place ever! Well in Sabah. I don't know you but I was pretty amazed. I didn't know a place like that existed here in Sabah. I was like a little kid, ya know?

Where you buy your tickets. RM 2 per head. So if you have two heads and one body, that will be RM 4...haha joking.
no heart feeling k?

This is the histories...

Something caught my eye...
If I was live in that tragic year I would have save him and marry him, hahaha!

Where the journey begins.

This is really funny... It say "Don't step on me, or else I will die." It was kinda cocky.

This too, it says "Steal flower - Fine $100.00 - Got TV"

This is the gardens! Beauty. They really handle with care...


I'm respecting!!! (yes, how stupid)

This is like a carpet.

The borneo garden.

The ponds where all your dreams come true.

The door was locked.
Legend says that you have to sing for it then it'll open.

This is the part where I go "WOW!" I seriously said that y'know. It was pretty awkward.

This is beautiful, kinda English. This makes me feel I'm somewhere not in Sabah/Malaysia =p

This is the list of names that died in the tragic journey.
There was 2000 over names.
I would like to tell you the whole story but I don't think you like a long history.

This is the poem tomb that was written by one of the Australians.
It was such a sad thing.

The end of the war memorial.

I was scared of heights so I was holding on.
(I know, I didn't scared but my butt was shaking, I was so afraid of falling down)

The views...

I spotted this flower pattern on the rock. They're different OK? Well, I think you can see that.

Next stop was the hot spring.
I didn't get a lot of pictures there. Just one because by the time we get there, it was almost dark and my bloody cellphone does not have a good quality in taking pictures at night. So yea, I took the hot spring tub.

I think that's all. I'm tired.
Peace out!