MALAS!!!!

I am one of the laziest girl in the world in updating a blog... it's one freaking blog and I couldn't even update a word. Some people have more than one which is totally insane for me... :)

So why do I keep a blog when I don't really have the time to update it? Well...

1. Because most people have it so I thought I should to... (unacceptable, I know)

2. I like to update myself. sometimes. well make that one in a blue moon.

3. Well, I like writing out my feelings out. Writing, not typing. Before I thought it was thesame. hehe

4. no further comments...

Back to my life...

It's study week. Since I deactivated my FB for a lil' while I thought that I should update my blog... but it's been 1 week and ++ since I deactivated it and I only update my blog now. Duh... so lazy.

so here's a summary of my life

1. I got a braces. did I tell you that? no.. well yea I got it.

2. I manage to find time to do all my assignments during the last minute period.

3. I went for CSSUPM Annual Camp and didn't go back for Raya holiday.

4. Looking forward for end-semester holiday.

5. Learned how to play Tennis... now I can be just like Ana Ivanovic. (in my dreamsla)

6. Chose Broadcasting as a major.

7. Went to PARAMORE concert!!!!! OMG, it was supernaturally awesome!!!!

8. Slept at the airport waiting for E and V's flight home. I miss them already.

9. Became a Cell Group Coordinator for CSSUPM Exco 2010/2011.

10. Got a crush on someone but somehow I know as time pass by, this feeling will go away.

11. Fell in love with Fairy Tail anime. ngheee....

That's all... till the next blue moon.

the 8th week...

Lazy to upload the photos 'cos the line here super suck...

What I've been through this week:

1. Last-minute assignment (and then got scold by the lecturer about the front page. I did as simple as I could and she scold me 'cos didn't write which semester I'm at... come on lah,you didn't tell us at first so it's your fault, not us! yes, it's 'us'. I think all of us didn't write but I was scolded the most. I don't think the lecturer like me very much, well, right back at her. Ef-fing labuh!)

2. Went to KL again...(why I stated here, 'again'. because almost every week ... urm, no. Every week, I went to KL. When I was in highschool, I always say ''oh, I want to go to KL again.... bla bla'' Well, I guess I got my wish then. It's SALE time so I suggest you should to go to KL to shop around) with Chriz, Val, and Malisa.

I feel like the "king" of KL.

3. Had cultural mass with CSSUPM at St. Anne's chapel. It was super awesome! I had fun and gone home with a full stomach. There are still lots of foods left. The food was awesome 'cos I'm hungry and big possibilities because it's blessed. Wore punjabs attire and danced sumazau.

Half of the family...

4. Woke up in the evening 2 days in a row... (mentang-mentang la cuti kan. I feel so awful 'cos sleeping is not why I'm here for!!! Sometimes I hate myself for being so lazy)

Hi... Long Time No SEE?

So what happens after Christmas? Did Janey got hit by a car and fall into a comma? or got abducted by aliens from Pluto? or probably DIED??? oh noooo... She's just too effing lazy to go and type something here...

I read some blogs and I heard people tell me that "wah, it's been a long time since I didn't blog. I better blog now." You know, I have that same feeling but everytime I think about it I just go like "later... later." It's like I have tonnes of better things to do then blog. I do... but to think about it, if you only take about 30 mins to blog(minus the editing), it won't jeopardize your whole schedule right. I have problems with committing into blogging or even write a diary. Just want to write when I want to.

WHY AM I TELLING ALL THIS??? It's not like I have readers anymore. Whatever.

Anyway, this is what actually happen to me...

1. Graduated from Labuan Matriculation College with a 3.51 CGPA on Accountancy.

2. Stay at home...then decided to work.

3. Went to work for Pizza Hut Suria

4. Quit after 2 weeks of working

5. Lazying around the house and finishing all the foods - I love to eat =)

6. Got a letter of acceptance to University Putra Malaysia (my dream university) doing Bachelor of Communications (not really what I was hoping to get)

7. having dilemma of whether I should go or not...

8. After all those s***ty dilemmas, I went... for UPM!!! (YEAH!) B.Comm(erm, not really)

9. Came late for registration. Missed 2 days of orientation. Heheh...

10. So far so good? more updates...coming down.

11. Liking UPM. Went for the orientation....

The 2010 batch of UPM Students

12. Extra-curricular activity?.. Catholic Student Society UPM

13. Life goes on with classes and...

14. College activity... won third place for Academic race.

15. Merentas campus... (Cross-Campus). Let's jog for a healthy life...

oh and...

16. DOGATHON 2010!!!! super awesome event by the Vet students of UPM.

I'll post photos again... not now.

Good night.

The After-Christmas

Despite all the things that I felt during Christmas, Jesus Christ is here.

OK, so I felt bad during Christmas but I found out that I'm not the only one. When I was roaming around the city on Christmas day, my mom's friend lost his dad on that day. It was such a sad tragedy. People celebrate Christmas but his whole family grief for the old man's death. It was not long ago, his mother also passed away, I think it was about 2 months ago. And, I saw his dad. He was healthy and a very friendly old man. I can't believe he's gone now.

That's why I no longer feel like shit. 'Cos whatever it is, I still have my family together living under the same roof on Christmas day.

We got to move on... eventho' our loved ones gone.

Merry Christmas and a blessed New Year 2010.

Merry Christmas...

I'm posting this, maybe because I'm not ready to go to sleep yet. It's christmas and sadly not snowing. Snow never wants to get near this country... I wonder why???

Christmas is christmas. Whether you feel like it's coming or not, it's here. I have a friend who wonder "why do I feel that Christmas is not coming?". I ask myself that too... a lot. I don't know why I feel like disappearing from everything today. It's Christmas and it's one of those times where you share your love among your whole family and friends. It's a sad thing that I don't feel that this year. I even turn down my friend's invitation to celebrate Christmas with her and the others. It's not that I don't want to but... it's just that... I just felt that I have to stick with my family, especially my mother during this day.

Yesterday was not a very good Christmas eve. Christmas eve is about preparing for the Lord's coming. For Jesus to be born. Instead of that, I heard my mom and dad fought. I didn't know what to do. I couldn't cry because I was so mad or maybe because my brother was beside me and he just went off after that locking with loud songs playing in his bedroom. I'm sure somehow he's depress also. My mom didn't go to church for Christmas eve. And I didn't go to church just now. I always go to church on Christmas eve. I guess this year is different. I'm so sorry Lord. Forgive my sins. I'm so sorry Anthea for making you look for me in the church.

This is a challenge that I have to endure, eventho' I feel like disappearing. -Janey on Christmas-

holidays

I don't really know what to do these few days. Everyday is so... boring. I mean no homework, outdoor activities, no hangout places...and no money.

Yes, I'm broke. I withdraw my last college allowance last week when I was out with my girls. Well, I still have some left in my pocket but yeah, I don't think it's gonna last. I'm such a waste. My family is in this financial problem and all I do is spend!!! Shit. I gotta hold in. I can't tell my dad 'cos I know he'll be furious about it. I told my mom and she didn't give any reaction at all (that's why I told her).

I'm so bored.... but this is what holidays are about right? No worries, nothing educational going on except when you study which is totally out for me (I've had enough of torture).

I want a dog. My dog died when I was away studying in college. So I want a dog...

I have this assignment which are requested by people-who-I-don't-really-know a.k.a strangers about music sheets that they ask for. Well, I'm trying to do it... the problem is my theory in music is really bad so I don't know how to do any music scores. I will try to do it without any music annotations or expressions. Just notes will be fine. I wanted to do a tutorial but... if only someone can help me hold the camera. Forget it, I'm not going to expose myself to any video anymore. It's ridiculous.

My holiday is like this...

1. Gossip girl

2. Heroes Season 3

3. Sally's Spa

4. Machinarium

Machinarium is an amazing adventure game. My brother made me install this and I love it. The view is awe-inspiring!!! I love the animation... I can't put it in words but hey, there's always pictures. The person who made this game is pretty much a genius. I ADORE YOUR ARTWORK whoever you are.

I'm currently stuck here. Sucks much?

Where it started.

You can google it to see more cool views of it. It's a good game. Works for the brain.

I'm back. Alleluia

Oh hey, nice to ran into my boring yet I would say nice blog... sheesh...

Actually right now, I'm not in that mood to... what do you call that??? oh BLOGGING... shuush, I don't want anyone to know I had a brain damage. But I decided to do it anyway. Better now than never, right?

What have I been doing when I'm not spending my time typing silly utterings in this site?

First, my exam is over!!!! The 1st semester exam. It was ... so "not that good" 'til I can't even spill a word about it. hee... Just kidding. Well, I think I did not spent my study week that wisely but I did study everyday with a little eye nourishment once in a day. I know, I'm the worse but I just can't spend my waking hours just to put my eye in front of books and notes everyday! It is unhuman to do that, atleast for me. Here's a statement on each of my papers.

English P.1 - cool

Maths P.1 - o.k?

Maths P.2 - Gwahh??

English P.2 - Ummph...

Economy - Hm...

Business Management - grrr...

Account - imbalance

Well, what do you think? I know most of them are not even statement because they're not even words. It's because itissobloodyawfulican'tevenstateit. Sorry, you have to read that slowly. I was a little disappointed because now I know I'll gain fats during holidays but not waiting for any 4-flats.

It has been so hard in Matriculation College. It's all about study, rules and sports... I don't even have time for arts. I have time but it was stolen from all those shit-study time. Mind my language. Now, I can't even feel my middle toe. I wonder why.

So the past is past but the future couldn't get any worse....

My friends and I, planned to go for picnic at the beach and yeah, we were all happy that we could release our stress. We didn't see anything coming. Anything like... our lecturers will lecture us at the beach. I was so f***ed up to see and hear their f-ing lecture about the whole beach thing was a bad idea!!! Bunch of a**es trying to ruin our evening!

His lecture was about short pants... why we shouldn't wear short pants and why we couldn't wear them there. "This is a malay place, you can't dress like that here." something like that... so if tourists wear like that, are you going to lecture them?? They are like so retarded. I almost fight my words to one of the lecturers and if my friends haven't stop me, I could've won... yeah, right... so much for my boast act. The reason I fought because I can't stand he involved religion and whatever his talk about the bible. Does he even read the bible for anyone's sake? If you don't read the bible, you don't talk about it or it's content! I'm sorry to say, he is a muslim. And, I'm not anti-muslim but this is just too much. I hate the way they control things but I don't hate them. That is all I like to comment. It will take a whole night typing about things that aren't necessary for you to read. Actually, why do I even bother typing that? see, I'm doing it again.

Our so-called release-stress day is not even close. It changes to building-stress day and it's not over.

We got into another trouble. Going home late and lying to the guard and getting out without permission or even any wise reasons. It's a pain that we get to see the lecturer who gave us the talk about "how the beach can kill us". It's stupid I know. We got another lecture from a different lecturer and then he let us go. Why couldn't they just make it a school day so we will hear lectures every hour. urgh... But thank God, he let us go.

That was on 19th October 2009, a history for us in that college.

Yesterday was ok... No trouble. Just another ordinary day.

Today, the four of us (me, Emelia, Mizie and Van) went home using flight and we had our breakfast at mcD's. The journey was worth it 'cos I'm not tired at all. My mum brought me to Karamunsing to look for something she needs to buy and... guess what I did?

I donated my own O positive blood to the Likas Hospital!!!!!! I was so eager to go. I mean, I wanted to donate my blood since my age allows me to. I was so excited. The mood went away when I saw the big needle that is going into my arm!!! I wanted to cry if it hurts but it didn't. I was safe. haha. I don't have any visual of me sitting there letting my blood flows but I have proofs. Here you are:

My blood donor book

My first donation!!!! hee...

The hand that might save a life.

The wound.. the red one not the black mole.

So HEY!! GO DONATE, SAVING A LIFE IS WORTH IT.

No, I didn't feel dizzy or nauseous or sick right now but my arm hurt. Must be from the wound.